Adam in action part 2...

Breakfast with Aiman and Alisa at 6.30am in the morning!!

Bakal chef...

Jadik bibik kejap:))

@ bookstore...picking books

@ playground...


main bola...

Letih...

Thanks Allah...

Thanks Allah for...

everything I had
the good husband by my side
having the three precious gems
the peaceful & wonderful family I had
all burdens, they've turn me to be stronger
all difficulties faced, there's always a way out
all the good and bad things happened, they've become part of invaluable experiences

Pray to Allah for...

me to always thank You
me to always remember You
my heart to always constancy in the righteousness path...

Happy Birthday Aiman Asyraf

Happy 8th birthday to my beloved boy!! Aiman turns 8 today:)) Mama and abah wish you all the best in the world be yours. May our Aiman grown up as a good son and be a faith muslim, Insyallah...

I baked moccha mousse cake for his birthday, decorated with mock candles and Ben-10 pic. Meanwhile, Alisa also got her belated birthday cake since her birthday fell on December, so she can't celebrate with her friends at school:)) Her cake was decorated with barbie pic...Remember Alisa once asked me:

Alisa: Mama, kenapa mama lahirkan adik bulan 12?

Birthday cake for birthday boy:)))

Birthday cake for belated birthday girl Alisa Sofia ...

Kids' stories at school part 2

Alisa told me she felt like crying at school yesterday.Shocked with the statement, I asked her what happen...and she told me this (this story had been simplified as her version of the story was berbelit2 and it took me a while to understand the original version):

Alisa : Tadi kawan adik a,b,c and d (let's named it Group A) cakap dekat adik, jangan kawan dengan e and f (Group B). Tapi, adik nak kawan dengan diorang.

Mama: Pastu?

Alisa : Ada sorang budak ni (unidentified girl) marah dekat adik:((

Mama : Kenapa!? (I was carried over jap,issshhh nak kena budak pompuan nih!)

Alisa : Sebab dia cakap dekat Group A yang dia dengar adik bagitau kat Group B, Group A cakap kat adik jangan kawan ngan Group B..(I was puzzled jap@#$)

Mama : Kenapa adik cakap kat Group B?

Alisa : Sebab adik nak kawan ngan Group A, adik pun nak kawan jugak dengan Group B

hhhhmmm, now I knew...Her intention was not to pick up a fight with both groups and she wanted to befriend with both groups. However, it was mistakenly understood by this 'unidentified girl' that Alisa was badmouthing Group A. (pity Alisa:(( )

So, I told her:

Mama : Lain kali kalau adik tak nak gaduh dengan mana2 orang, adik kawan je la. Tapi jangan cerita apa yang orang lain dah burukkan diorang. Nanti dia ingat adik bawa mulut pulak...

Girls...girls...girls... so susah nak paham:))

Lain pulak cerita with Aiman:

Aiman : Tadi ada budak perempuan A ni jatuh dari kerusi. Abang dgn kawan abang Z, tak ejek pun dia. Kitorang buat tak tahu jek. Kitorang main berdua jek. Tapi, budak perempuan B ni gelak kat A.

Mama : Pastu?

Aiman : Pastu cikgu masuk.B mengadu dekat cikgu yang abang dan Z gelakkan A.Pastu cikgu cubit abang dan Z. Padahal kitorang tak gelak pun.

Mama : kenapa abang tak bagitau cikgu cerita yang betul?@#%$

Update...

So long not updating my blog:)) busy with so many things + so lazy to blogging... So, What I've been up to now? here's the update:
1. Attending my first PhD progress/proposal defense presentation.Overall, ok la, but bengang with one of the panel...she's in different background (comm.) and mine was power-e, and she's been hentam-ing me as if she is sooooo knowledgable in the field!! Lucky we have other panels which were good:))
2. Planning to market my product worldwide:) It has to do with my skill:)) what is the product? tunggu!!!! as I'm in the process of set up everything...When everything had been finalized, I'll launch it and let you gals know:)) (cam bagus lak uhuks!!!)
3. So many stories on Adam, tapi later on I update:)))

Guess, that's all for now...wasalam

Buns....

Buns I've made....

Choc coating donut with roasted almonds...


Mini sausages


Kaya buns

Curry chicken buns

Choc Buns with strawberry filling

Upin & Ipin

Adam loves upin & Ipin soooo much. He watches the movie Upin & Ipin:Pengembaraan Bermula everyday!!! In fact, Aiman and Alisa had memorized almost all the lines from the movie, hahahaha!! Despite of watching the movie for hundreds time, he still afraid of the so called "hantu durian" scene.Sometimes, he'll standing behind the sofa with only one eye can be seen (really cute:))) However, most of the times he'll cover his eyes with his hands...

So takuttt....:))))

Progress Evaluation...

It's been a while am not posting any recipes on buns etc. Actually I've been baking almost everyday:))) but so malas uploading the pic..huhuhu Insyallah, I'll show all the buns I've made...but not now.

Next week will be my first evaluation for Ph.D. progress, gedebuk gedebak, I've completed 1 year already...so cepat kan:))) As my supervisor said: 1 year is like a blink of eyes...I'm pushing myself so hard as to complete within the targeted time...

Last time, I was planning on exploring a new field, so that's why I'm here doing research in a totally new area...I learnt a lots during this period, which I knew will be of valuable for me in the future..But, as you know, doing research is like you're entering a long dark tunnel, where you can't see the way out and you're not sure when you're coming out of it. However, you just walking, exploring, put your whole heart in it until you finally know that you're almost there....Hhhhmmm that's the feeling, that's what I felt....

So, during this time even if I knew I have a long way to go, I need to sustain,focus and be strong as the journey wouldn't be easy:(((( Keep reminding myself this again and again....

I've heard this sermon entitle "La Tahzan" which meant don't be sad, He said:

"We sad/afraid of not getting anything that we wish for.Why are we so sad??? Because we don't trust Allah...It's Him who granted everything.Even if you're try so hard, but if that was not meant for you, you'll not get it...So, why are you still sad? Believe anything Allah had arranged for us, and Insyallah you'll not feel sad anymore..."