Showing posts with label Me. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Me. Show all posts

Tuesday, October 19, 2010

Catch Up

It's been a while, me, malas nak blog...It's not like I don't have anything to write on, but so malas nak upload...So, alang2 dah rajin ni I'm gonna summarize the whole things huhuhuhu....

Let me start with our raya celebration which was in my hometown first, with our theme color...orange! The rest of the family members look good in orange, but I think I was lost in the color hehehehe...whatever!!!, won't let the color made me small...apa2 asal I suka:))). We took the opportunity to bring their nephew and niece for makan2 as it's hard to find a good time for big family gathering.So, we went to Marry Brown and had our dinner there...

On our back to kampung...
Adam with his cute face...
Their only nephew and niece...
My mak & abah:)
families...
Makan time:))
We went back to KT on fourth raya. Unfortunately, we didn't even had time to visit our relatives as Adam was admitted due to fever!!! It wasn't serious actually, as Adam only having a high fever due to exhaustion, but we were frustrated with the diagnosed by the Doctor. We went to the specialist hospital in KT. It is the only one specialist here. They classified this as a unique case as Adam had a high fever with no swollen at his tonsil (Actually, the med rep didn't even had a thorough look at the tonsil!!!). He refused to give an antibiotic and forcing Adam to be admitted to the hospital. Even the so-called specialist was not special either and the nurses there were not well trained as well as the poor services with the super expensive charges!!

Posing at Hospital....suka buat muka cute!!!
Ala2 model gitu:)))

Next is our college convocation. Hmmmm... we were assigned in "pertandingan Mewarna" a very tiring yet enjoyable experience for us...But, next time,PLEASE assign others to accomplish the task, as this really needs a rotation (letih gilaaaa!!!). Aiman & Alisa took part in the competition for fun only, as winning was far beyond reach huhuhuhu.

Alisa...mewarna
Lambatnya nak habis warna!!!
All kids are busy coloring

There was another great event  during the pesta Konvo which was "Tayangan Amal GAZA". I brought Aiman and Alisa along so that we together boleh muhasabah diri.... Hate the fact that we the ENTIRE muslim in the world are hopeless in helping the palestinian fought over only few thousands ISRAELS. So, for us, the least contribution is BOYCOTTING israel and its ally products...


Alisa's fav aunty... Aunty Ng:))) They're like sister!!!!
Aiman sempat posing:) Aunty azna hid her face huhuhuhu....
My study...ok la, slowly progressing (asal kan gerak, betul tak:)) with full loads in hands, I'm really pushing myself harder in achieving the target! May Allah be with me...Ameen..

Back to work, I've been framed again:(((  It's the same person with rotten heart!! Well, I took it as part of the challenges in completing my PhD. There is a say "A journey to success is not easy". Well, I supposed it's true....

Haaa!!! Here comes my (actually our) new addiction; self treatment!!! We ( me and the gang) found a new port to accomplish the mission:) Best gilerrr!!! A one stop centre: mandi wap, berurut, bekam, acupuncture and so many mores!!! With most of the treatment I've undergone, I could be their products ambassador hahahahaha!!! It's really a best self indulgence place at a very affordable price...So, call me if you wanna know the address;)

Well, that's all for now:) I'll keep up blogging when I'm free huhuhhu....

Tuesday, August 3, 2010

Baking and teaching

This week is the third week of the new semester. So,class running as usual. I'm teaching a new batches students from other faculties. It's been a while I've been stuck teaching students from our faculty. It's not that I don't like it, but with so many things happened around me, I'm actually prefer to go outside the faculty:( As I mentioned on my last entry, I need time to heal...)

I was assigned to teach four subjects that are 2 diplomas and 2 bachelor subjects, which is ok la as long as not that 'subject'. One of my class is packed with over than hundred students. Alhamdulillah I'm actually enjoyed being in the class with them. I guess this is it...don't send me back to the faculty huhuhuhu....

Meanwhile, Ramadhan is just around the corner and I'm busy baking for hari raya orders.Alhamdulillah, thanks Allah for the rezki...As usual, I only receive order for Kek Lapis during Hari Raya seasons due to small storage...So, for those who wants to place their order, please go to my cake's blog and do so:)))

Wednesday, April 21, 2010

DISC Profiling

Learn on DISC profiling during our team building. It is a personality test which is quite accurate and helpful in organization. After undergone the test, my result is I with a balance of C and S. 'I' person is known as Mr. /Mrs popular:)) uhuks... which I think suits me well hahahahaha.....

D
(Drive)
General Characteristics:
Direct. Decisive. High Ego Strength. Problem Solver. Risk Taker. Self Starter

Value to Team:
Bottom-line organizer. Places value on time. Challenges the status quo. Innovative

Possible Weaknesses:
Oversteps authority. Argumentative attitude. Dislikes routine. Attempts too much at once.

Greatest Fear:
Being taken advantage of.

Motivated By:
New challenges. Power and authority to take risks and make decisions. Freedom from routine and mundane tasks. Changing environments in which to work and play.

Ideal Environment:
Innovative focus on future. Non-routine challenging tasks and activities. Projects that produce tangible results. Freedom from controls, supervision, and details. Personal evaluation based on results, not methods.

Remember a High D May Want:
Authority, varied activities, prestige, freedom, assignments promoting growth, "bottom line" approach, and opportunity for advancement.

DO:
Be brief, direct, and to the point. Ask "what" not "how" questions. Focus on business; remember they desire results. Suggest ways for him/her to achieve results, be in charge, and solve problems. Highlight logical benefits of featured ideas and approaches.

DON'T:
Ramble. Repeat yourself. Focus on problems. Be too sociable. Make generalizations. Make statements without support.

While analyzing information, a High D may:
Ignore potential risks. Not weigh the pros and cons. Not consider others' opinions. Offer innovative and progressive systems and ideas.

D's possess these positive characteristics in teams:

Autocratic managers - great in crisis. Self-reliant. Innovative in getting results. Maintain focus on goals. Specific and direct. Overcome obstacles. Provide direction and leadership. Push group toward decisions. Willing to speak out. Generally optimistic. Welcome challenges without fear. Accept risks. See the big picture. Can handle multiple projects. Function well with heavy work loads.

Personal Growth Areas for D's:
Strive to be an "active" listener. Be attentive to other team members' ideas until everyone reaches a consensus. Be less controlling and domineering. Develop a greater appreciation for the opinions, feelings, and desires of others. Put more energy into personal relationships. Show your support for other team members. Take time to explain the "whys" of your statements and proposals. Be friendlier and more approachable.

I (Influence)


General Characteristics:
Enthusiastic. Trusting; Optimistic. Persuasive; Talkative. Impulsive; Emotional

Value to Team:
Creative problem solver. Great encourager. Motivates others to achieve. Positive sense of humor. Negotiates conflicts; peace maker.

Possible Weaknesses:
More concerned with popularity than tangible results. Inattentive to detail. Overuses gestures and facial expressions. Tends to listen only when it's convenient.

Greatest Fear:
Rejection.

Motivated By:
Flattery, praise, popularity, and acceptance. A friendly environment. Freedom from many rules and regulations. Other people available to handle details.

Ideal Environment:
Practical procedures. Few conflicts and arguments. Freedom from controls and details. A forum to express ideas. Group activities in professional and social environments

Remember a High I May Want:

Social esteem and acceptance, freedom from details and control, people to talk to, positive working conditions, recognition for abilities, opportunity to motivate and influence others.

DO:

Build a favorable, friendly environment. Give opportunity for them to verbalize about ideas, people and their intuition. Assist them in developing ways to transfer talk into action. Share testimonials from others relating to proposed ideas. Allow time for stimulating, sociable activities. Submit details in writing, but don't dwell on them. Develop a participative relationship. Create incentives for following through on tasks.

DON'T:
Eliminate social time. Do all the talking. Ignore their ideas or accomplishments. Tell them what to do.

While analyzing information, a High I may:
Lose concentration. Miss important facts and details. Interrupt. Be creative in problem solving.

I's possess these positive characteristics in teams:
Instinctive communicators. Participative managers - influence and inspire. Motivate the team. Spontaneous and agreeable. Respond well to the unexpected. Create an atmosphere of well being. Enthusiastic. Provide direction and leadership. Express ideas well. Work well with other people. Make good spokespersons. Will offer opinions. Persuasive. Have a positive attitude. Accomplish goals through people. Good sense of humor. Accepting of others. Strong in brainstorming sessions.

Personal Growth Areas for I's:
Weigh the pros and cons before making a decision; be less impulsive. Be more results oriented. Exercise control over your actions, words, and emotions. Focus more on details and facts. Remember to slow down your pace for other team members. Talk less; listen more. Consider and evaluate ideas from other team members. Concentrate on following through with tasks.



S (Steadiness)

General Characteristics:
Good listener; Team player. Possessive. Steady; Predictable. Understanding; Friendly.

Value to Team:
Reliable and dependable. Loyal team worker. Compliant towards authority. Good listener, patient and empathetic. Good at reconciling conflicts.

Possible Weaknesses:
Resists change. Takes a long time to adjust to change. Holds a grudge; sensitive to criticism. Difficulty establishing priorities.

Greatest Fear:
Loss of security.

Motivated By:
Recognition for loyalty and dependability. Safety and security. No sudden changes in procedure or lifestyle. Activities that can be started and finished.

Ideal Environment:

Practical procedures and systems. Stability and predictability. Tasks that can be completed at one time. Few conflicts and arguments. A team atmosphere.

Remember a High S May Want:
Security in situations, sincere appreciation, repeated work patterns, time to adjust to change, limited territory of responsibility.

DO:
Create a favorable environment: personal and agreeable. Express a genuine interest in them as a person. Provide them with clarification for tasks and answers to "how" questions. Be patient in drawing out their goals. Present ideas or departures from current practices in a non-threatening manner; give them time to adjust. Clearly define goals, procedures and their role in the overall plan. Assure them of personal follow-up support. Explain how their actions will minimize the risks involved and enhance current procedures.

DON'T:
Be pushy, overly aggressive, or demanding. Be too confrontational.

While analyzing information, a High S may:
Be openly agreeable but inwardly unyielding. Internalize their concerns and doubts. Hesitate to share feedback during presentation. Slow down the action. Provide valuable support for team goals.

S's possess these positive characteristics in teams:

Instinctive relaters. Participative managers - accomplish goals through personal relationships. Make others feel like they belong. Show sincerity. Can see an easier way of doing things. Focused and intuitive about people and relationships. Full of common sense. Buy into team goals. Dependable. Identify strongly with the team. Strive to build relationships. Provide stability. Consider elements of a total project. Realistic and practical. Even-tempered. Provide specialized skills. Show patience with others. Loyal.

Personal Growth Areas for S's:
Be more open to change. Be more direct in your interactions. Focus on overall goals of the team rather than specific procedures. Deal with confrontation constructively. Develop more flexibility. Increase pace to accomplish goals. Show more initiative. Work at expressing thoughts, opinions, and feelings.



C (Compliance)

General Characteristics:
Accurate; analytical. Conscientious; careful. Fact-finder; precise. High standards; systematic.

Value to Team:
Perspective: "the anchor of reality." Conscientious and even-tempered. Thorough to all activities. Defines situation; gathers, criticizes and tests information.

Possible Weaknesses:
Needs clear-cut boundaries for actions/relationships. Bound by procedures and methods. Gets bogged down in details. Prefers not to verbalize feelings. Will give in rather that argue.

Greatest Fear:
Criticism.

Motivated By:
Standards of high quality. Limited social interaction. Detailed tasks. Logical organization of information.

Ideal Environment:
Tasks and projects that can be followed through to completion. Specialized or technical tasks. Practical work procedures and routines. Few conflicts and arguments. Instructions and reassurance that they are doing what is expected of them.

Remember a High C May Want:
Autonomy and independence, controlled work environment, reassurance, precise expectations and goals, exact job descriptions, planned change.

DO:
Prepare your case in advance. Delineate pros and cons of proposed ideas. Support ideas and statements with accurate data. Reassure them that no surprises will occur. Submit an exact job description with a precise explanation of how that task fits into the big picture. Review recommendations with them in a systematic and comprehensive manner. Be specific when agreeing. Disagree with the facts rather than the person when disagreeing. Be patient, persistent, and diplomatic while providing explanations.

DON'T:
Refuse to explain details. Answer questions vaguely or casually.

While analyzing information, a High C may:
Become overly cautious and conservative. Get too bogged down in details. Avoid or postpone decisions, especially if they perceive a risk. Be an effective trouble shooter.

C's possess these positive characteristics in teams:

Instinctive organizers. "Do it yourself" managers - create and maintain systems. Strive for a logical, consistent environment. Control the details. Conscientious. Evaluate the team's progress. Ask important questions. Maintain focus on tasks. Offer conservative approaches. Emphasize quality. Think logically. Will share risks and responsibilities. Work systematically. Will strive for consensus. Diplomatic. Analyze obstacles.

Personal Growth Areas for C's:
Concentrate on doing the right things, not just doing things right. Be less critical of others' ideas and methods. Respond more quickly to accomplish team goals. Strive to build relationships with other team members. Be more decisive. Focus less on facts and more on people. Take risks along with other team members.

Taken from : http://www.discinsights.com/cyber/scripts/disc.asp#used

Wednesday, April 14, 2010

Massage

Yesterday was my first time having a massage at an exclusive place in T. I used to have a massage done with makcik2 kat kampung:)) However, it was an interesting experience being massage at an exclusive place with an over interesting price huhuhuhu...well, that's what spa is all about kan:))

I chose a traditional massage, which covered the whole body massage within 1 hour. My body enjoyed being pampered. However, I do felt an unbearable pain which is good-to-feel pain...hahahaha!!! After end of the session all my waist and back pain gone!!! best giler!!! And today, I felt bengkak2 all over my body (this is my first massage after 2 years!, mana tak sakit). Would like to come again next time...yuhuuuu....


A nice and relaxing room...tak sempat nak snap other corner of the room:))

Monday, April 5, 2010

Spot the difference...

Last week me and kids had lunch together after fetching Aiman and Alisa from school. After finished our meal, we were heading back to our car. Alisa was running cluelessly to the other car that she mistaken as mine (biasa la budak tu cam mama dia, main taram jek!). The car was the same brand and color like mine.I called her and told her that next time she should has recognized our car number. To my surprise Aiman with his sharp statement:

Aiman : Apa la.. adik ni kereta mama pun tak kenal...
Mama : A..ah la adik ni, lain kali tengok la nombor kereta mama...
Aiman : Entah adik ni, kereta mama kan pemegang pintu dia warna hitam, kereta tu warna putih
Mama : Ye ke bang? (while looking at my door handle and comparing with the other car)
Aiman : Ye la ma...mama tak tahu ke?

Hmm...actually even I didn't notice the difference...Aiman is soooo... like abah, detail gillerrr.Alisa as usual la definitely took after me...hahaha nak marah pun segan!!!!

Thursday, April 1, 2010

As stupid as donkey

Mind your words:) or else you are no difference from donkey:))))
I'm quite bengang with this someone, who never learnt his lesson...If you don't know about something,the best thing you can do is shut up!!! Malas nak story what happen, enough if I told you he don't deserve the respect....


Saturday, March 27, 2010

Gain weight

Our faculty have a prof visiting us. However, that was not an issue here:))) We took a pic with the professor and I notice something!! I am so skinny!!!! Looking at myself, I felt so pity:((( cam tak cukup zat jek minah ni...No wonder I heard some of my friends mentioned on how skinny I am now!! Waaaargggghhh....

I told hubby that I need to gain weight a little bit, and what he said?

"macam mana nak gemuk kalau tak makan..." or "Cemana nak gemuk kalau makan memilih sangat"

The thing is.... what he said was all true!!!(sigh....).
So, this will be part of my resolution>>GAIN WEIGHT!!!<<

Me...the pink lady

Monday, March 22, 2010

busy

Alhamdulillah had increased the sales after I launched my new blog and doing guerrilla marketing (this term I learnt during team building last time). I'm happy with the results as well as having quite hectic life:))) My PhD? almost 2 weeks left the research since I'm focusing on my biznez uhukss...Insyallah start doing it this week:)))

To all my customers, thank you very much for your continuous support:)))

Monday, March 15, 2010

Meeting an old friend...

Lin coming to our house after attending sya's wedding...it's been more than 4 years since our last meeting...Lin, you look gorgeous and slim gitu!!!!Adam with his shy look!!!How time has passed he's now a grown up boy:)) masa dulu kecik jek...Hope to see u again in the future:))) and may our friendship last forever....Insyallah





Sunday, March 14, 2010

My best friend wedding...

Sya finally tied the knot with Syamsul Kahar on 13th March 2010.Congratulation to the married couple and may Allah bless them forever....





Tuesday, February 23, 2010

Thanks Allah...

Thanks Allah for...

everything I had
the good husband by my side
having the three precious gems
the peaceful & wonderful family I had
all burdens, they've turn me to be stronger
all difficulties faced, there's always a way out
all the good and bad things happened, they've become part of invaluable experiences

Pray to Allah for...

me to always thank You
me to always remember You
my heart to always constancy in the righteousness path...

Tuesday, February 16, 2010

Update...

So long not updating my blog:)) busy with so many things + so lazy to blogging... So, What I've been up to now? here's the update:
1. Attending my first PhD progress/proposal defense presentation.Overall, ok la, but bengang with one of the panel...she's in different background (comm.) and mine was power-e, and she's been hentam-ing me as if she is sooooo knowledgable in the field!! Lucky we have other panels which were good:))
2. Planning to market my product worldwide:) It has to do with my skill:)) what is the product? tunggu!!!! as I'm in the process of set up everything...When everything had been finalized, I'll launch it and let you gals know:)) (cam bagus lak uhuks!!!)
3. So many stories on Adam, tapi later on I update:)))

Guess, that's all for now...wasalam

Saturday, January 30, 2010

Sinus

Went to East Coast Mall today for my sinus treatment by Permata Hijrah. They open a booth for free eye and sinus treatment from 28th Jan - 1st Feb from 10am - 10pm.I've heard their ad before on IKIM radio station.We arrived at 11am, and there were lots of people already ...

First I went to the sinus treatment area. I was given a couple of cotton buds to be inserted in my ears. I can feel the ticklish effect and singing sound in my ears which according to them was a sign of heavy sinus I had. Then, they asked me to suck strong powder through my nose. It's when my eyes started teary and followed by frequent sneezing.In fact we can hear everybody was sneezing around us hahahha...not recommended for kids to be around the area:)) This treatment was not allowed for those who suffered from asthma!!!

Then I was ordered to go to the real treatment area (where they charged you according to the treatment you received) and the treatment begin...I was sneezing and slime coming out from my nose (don't think need to explain further..as it was yyyaaakkk!!!). Completing the treatment, they suggested which product to buy for follow up treatment...So, I ended up buying the pill and nose drop for my sinus and Permata Terapi which was eyes massages for those whose rabun like me...It also helps to soothe tired eyes, reduced eye bag etc...So, I'll let you know the result later on....Meanwhile, during the treatment period,need to pantang,no more seafood, belacan and all the family!!! waaaa, there goes my appetizer!!!

However, really hopes my sinus will get cured...Insyallah, with Allah's will...


I bought this set for sinus

and this....for my eyes...

For more info checkout this website>>http://www.permatahijrah.com

Tuesday, December 29, 2009

Me....and my feelings

Mind me as this post is going to be merapu2....Read if you like:) but don't digest it...

This is the second week of the new semester for my students, and my new semester as a student will be starting next week...So here are what I felt bout both, being a lecturer to my students and being a student in my study:

Deep frustration...: because of the students attitude...They didn't show up on the first lecture last week with the stupid excuse!! And they didn't even come to the lab on the second week with the same stupid excuse!!! I feel muak with them and do have the feeling that I'm not going to sincerely teaching them...hhhhmmm Do I sound so mean? I think I've reach my limit!! Enough is enough!! I HATE their attitude!! What I hate most was the blaming they're put on others to cover their laziness!!! So, if you are my students and are reading this, please bear in mind that you need your lecturer's blessing in study, or else you knew it...

Annoyed ; with the system here...every semester we've heard the same complaint, we're mumbling the same issues that should've been resolved,since it's the same prob again and again...You guys are paid for any appointed position..so have you really do your job??? Whoever you are (with so elite background) please do it well...as we're complimented each other here!!!

Pressure; because I've setting a high goal for my study in year 2010 (even I don't think I can realize that:(((. So, to achieve that, I need triple the effort. In fact belum apa2 I felt the pressure already:(((. Why am I doing this? cause I'm desperately want to go out of this place... Even if I could not reach the goal at least I've accomplished half of it...

Tuesday, December 22, 2009

My best friend's engagement...

Congrat to Sya!! She's officially engaged on 18th Dec which is on awal muharram:))) May Allah bless her and cepat2 tie the knot:))).

So, to anybody out there,Sya is no more an available bachelor:)) so tak leh ngorat2 dah...


So pretty!!! Perempuan melayu terakhir gitu...

Thursday, December 17, 2009

Happy Islamic New Year

It's a new Islamic year...Pray to Allah this new year will be a better year for us and may we improve to be a better Muslim. Seek for His guidance and with the blessing we'll stay stronger.

Me too, will try to hijrah myself to be a better person. Thus, forgive me for any wrongdoings I've done to all my friends out there:)

Sunday, November 22, 2009

Rain,rainy,raining....

I'm back home...!!!! after 3 days out of the house due to taking care of Adam in the hospital. And it's been raining non stop starting from last week...So, my story is related to raining which lead to leaking and move on to arranging!!!:)))

Due to heavy rain and sometimes the cat and dog raining, our house is leaking everywhere...Even though it is a new house which only age 4 years!!! In the living room centered at the fan and on top of my settees, in our family area right in front of the tv and in the computer's room just beside the printer and on top of the book's cabinet...Hmmmm all at the best spot area kan!!!

So, in order to protect the furniture, I started to arrange and move things in the computer's room. Instead of moving cabinets and computers, I was actually arranging and mengemas altogether, which took me a whole day!!! Sorting, organizing and throwing (Rule no.1 in housekeeping, throw all the unnecessaries, which I like most!!!:))) And now my back and legs are aching...:(((

Back in the office today, I spotted the kulat all over the blinder...yyaaakkkk!!!! I am so good at imagine things:))) So I can't help thinking breathing in the small closed room with no aeration, only the air conditioner, I am actually taking all the kulat while breathing.....waaaa!!!! So, I called the akak cleaner to wipe out the kulat....Fuhhh!!! now I can breath:))) Fortunately, no leaking in my room as compared to other collegues. Some of their rooms were leaking and damaged the office equipment!!!

Whatsoever, I've no complain, as this is what nature has promise us, and that's the way Allah is testing us:) Just redha and pray the weather will be better and no flood!!!!

Wednesday, October 21, 2009

Me and kids...

Due to my full daily schedule, I've made some adjustments on Aiman Quran's class.Before, hubby will fetch kids from school at 1pm and at 3pm I'll send Aiman to KAFA.However, with me taking care of everything now + I'm a worker as well:)) I have to cancel his Quran class and teach him myself everyday after Maghrib prayer. I knew that I need full patience in teaching kids, but somehow my mood will be influenced with daily tiring routine:((( and sometimes I put the anger on him, feel so sad when I'm doing that, but most of the times it is uncontrollable...But I notice one thing, Aiman's achievement is much depend on my teaching mood; yesterday I was tired and having mood swing and Aiman was quite slow:((( Just now, I taught him without tense and he can recite 2 and half pages of the Muqaddam by himself with minor corrections...Alhamdulillah!!! I feel like crying..(Bear with my sensitive and over emo nowadays...)

Different story for Alisa and Adam. During the Quran lesson for Aiman, I always ordered Alisa to take her Qiraati and teach Adam (Not real teaching yaa!!!) so that Adam will not disturb Aiman and it works every time!!! Adam seems to understand that he has to learn as well. Sometimes Adam get bored and Alisa will gives Adam pencils and papers to draw or play with him to distract his attention...This is what Alisa is best at...Taking care of her lil brother caringly +lovingly + sisterly. I really adore her for this...

Thanks God I'm blessed with these precious kids. Even though there are times that Alisa will have her very3 bad mood swings which I can't tolerate, but I knew it is all a growing up process that I need to cope and bear with...

Kids if you are reading this, I would like you to know that: I LOVE YOU ALL and thanks for being patient with MAMA as well....

Monday, October 19, 2009

pink eye-mc-conference...

I'm suffering from pinkeye, obviously infected from Adam:) So yesterday we went to see the doc to get mc:)) Doc gave me two days mc...Hooray!!! it's a rest from work. However I had a conference from 19th-21st that I have to attend since my supervisor will surely looking for his anak buah ni:)))!! So, need to attend lah and show him my spirit kengkononnya...

So here I am this morning attending the conference with my sepet and redden eyes:))). My presentation is actually on wednesday.So, today is basically the registration and keynote session. I arrived at 8.05 in the morning and among the earliest participants la, ahaks!! After finish the registration, I waited for my supervisor at the lobby... cam bagus jek!!!!

At 5min before 9am saw him with his colleague, and as i expected,his eyes moved around looking for me!!!! Waived at him and with his big smile, he approached me, and introduced me to his friend...

I told him I had conjunctivitis, and he sort of terkejut skit and I told him don't look into my eyes!!! After the first keynote session, I went back home since I don't feel comfortable with my eyes, and feels like so many discharges coming out from it.

Tuesday, October 13, 2009

Work, study and family...

Starting a new different weeks, with no hubby around:(( Have to readjust my schedule, and everyday is indeed a hectic day... My body suffers to these abrupt changes, keep feeling unwell when I wake up every morning. Can't find enough quality sleep every night...everything seems so wrong ..Waaaa!!!!!!!!

In the office, as usual never ending works...At the same time it's nearly end of this semester and I don't publish any paper yet for my PhD!!!!!!! Return from the office need to entertain my kids especially the little Adam, since he's so young and knew nothing. Aiman with his school works and exam is around the corner, Alisa with her unpredictable and sometimes intolerable attitudes...I'm crazily juggling between my work, study and the most important thing is my KIDS!!!!!

Allah, please be with me at this very tough moment and as mom said: Insyallah, Allah has promise the good thing for me by testing me right now...Thanks mom for being with me and always supporting me...I'll keep strong for everybody and pray for BEST at the end of this...